Incompetent bloodyvostok!

Ya Allah, di hari mulia di bulan mulia ni, saya berdoa semoga kesabaran saya selama ini akan berbaloi. La Illa ha Illa anta subhanaka inni kuntum min azzolimin… Semoga di permudahkan urusan kerja ku. Amiiiin!

A little advice to all yang bekerja. Bila buat kerja, wajiblah kita buat kerja betul-betul sebab kita makan gaji. Jangan sampai gaji yang kita dapat itu jadi bebanan di akhirat kelak. Nauzubillah.

Sekian saja tazkirah kita di pagi ini. Sehingga kita bertemu lagi di lain rancangan. Salam Nuzul Quran!

xox: NN

Nama saya Fateema

Nama saya Fateema. I am almost 2 months old now. My mommy feeds me milk and lets me sleep the whole day. I get cranky when my diapers are too heavy and refused to poop in it until my mom change it first. I also likes to sleep at night. Don’t bother waking me up for feed because I ain’t gonna open my eyes and mouth for it. I hope my mommy will write more about me in her blog. She’s getting lazier every day. Not good. Ok. Bye for now.

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Quickies

My 2cents on a few things.

  • Bulan Ramadan lah bulan paling hipokrit bagi sesetengah manusia. Di bulan mulia ni lah sibuk share posting pasal ibadat. Ala-ala lah pulak diorang yang ustaz/ustazah. I’m not saying you can’t. I’m just saying that if you wanna do that, you don’t have to wait until Ramadan. Mau tengok lah apa jadi dengan segala posting keagamaan diorang ni after puasa.
  • If you want to bring your child out, bring them out. Don’t leave them in the car. If you plan to leave them in your car or anywhere else while you are doing your tasks, kasi tinggal saja lah di rumah. Kalau di US, lama sudah kena second degree manslaughter. Masyarakat kita masih ada rasa belas kesian lagi sama orang-orang yang careless ni. Bukan binatang yang mati dalam kereta tu ya. Nauzubillah. Tak mau pikir banyak pasal benda ni. Too sad, too angry nanti aku cakap banyak-banyak, aku jugak yang jahat.
  • Man of steel was very meh.
  • RM100++ untuk buffet buka puasa? Macamana lah mau kurus di bulan Ramadan kalau puasa nya 12 jam, makan nya macam untuk stok tenaga 8 bulan?
  • Lelaki kalau sudah ada bini, sila jaga rumahtangga anda. Sebab antara dosa yang Allah tidak boleh ampunkan walau macamana sekali pun kita bertaubat adalah dosa sesama manusia. Ashrad Muslim, semoga isteri pertama mu berjiwa mulia. Kena sama gue, mungkin tidak akan di maafkan langsung lah sampai ke liang lahad. Perempuan yang ada hati mau ambil suami orang, it goes both ways. Good luck in hell.

Cukup itu buat setakat ini. I is emosional nanti. Hahahahaha! Sigh… It’s good to be back.

xox: NN

p/s: SAYA MINTA MAAF SEKIRANYA ADA MENYAKITKAN HATI SESIAPA. Sekian.

Assalamualaikum! Hello! Anyeong! Hi! Alohaaaaaaaa!!!!

I kno… I kno… Slap me 3 times and call me a liar! I said I’ll TRY to write more. TRY! :p

Anyway, will do write more stuff from now on. Sudden spang of inspiration leaking in my spine. For now, let me just do a little warm up and say my greetings to everyone again.

Selamat berpuasa kepada seluruh umat Islam. Marhaban Ya Ramadan!

xox: NN

It has been a very long while…

Dear (insert your name here),

This might be one of the longest time that I ever wrote anything here. I have a good excuse though. Morning sickness is not something pleasant at all! And instead of me being whiny here as usual, I mostly stayed in bed, cry or sleep all day long. Whatever the reason may be, I’m glad I could write again today.

How have you been? Are you well? Are you happy with your life? Me? I’m coping. I was in pain, and then I was in denial, and then I accepted, and now I’m in my zen-nest mode ever. At least I could eat now. And I don’t cry anymore. And I don’t whine as much as I did with the other 3 pregnancies.

Anyways, If you don’t kno yet, I sold my Ms Read business early this month. I was sad to let it go but I feel lighter as well. No, I’m still a working mother. I still have the restaurant to run. The stress is still the same. Just lesser workload I guess. So yeay me for being able to let go. Remember friends, quitting doesn’t mean that you are a loser. It means that you finally grow up and open your eyes, realizing that if things can’t be saved, the best solution is to let go.

I’ll try to write more soon (keyword TRY). I hope you don’t forget me. I’m still here and I’ll always be here. Until then…

xox: NN

Not asking for much

Not asking for much.

Perhaps a pair of wings to soar,

The strength of a thousand Hercules,

To get through the storm ahead.

Not asking for much,

Just a fraction of your time,

Just a moment of your kindness,

And maybe,

Just maybe, a little of your patience.

So I’m not asking for much,

I hope you understand,

I’m only human,

Trying to do great things…

– Not asking for much –

By: Naziah Nawawie (21/09/2012 7.24am)

 

Separation Anxiety

Separation anxiety disorder (SAD) is a psychological condition in which an individual experiences excessive anxiety regarding separation from home or from people to whom the individual has a strong emotional attachment (e.g. a parent, grandparents,and/or siblings).

I acknowledge the fact that I am suffering from SAD. It’s up to the level where I don’t enjoy being away from my children even when we are under the same roof. And now, I wanna go to Singapore to see the Harry Potter Exhibition which ends this 30th, but I can’t seem to wrap my head with the fact that I will have to leave the girls for one night only. Sigh… Help…

xox: NN