My dear friends,
Last week, I actually had good news to share but I wanted to wait until I was certain. Today, sadly, I was notified of the bad news…
Last week, I found out that I am pregnant again. I’m about 7 weeks along now. Today, the gynae told me that it’s not growing at all.
Last week, I had mixed emotions about the pregnancy. Ecstatic, because I wanted another baby. Shocked, because I didn’t plan for it to come this early. Over the moon, because it was not easy for me to conceive. Guilty, because I feel I didn’t spend enough time with Khadeeja…
Today, I was advised that the pregnancy failed and will come out sooner or later. I am to wait for my period or do a d&c after our Tokyo trip.
My dear friends,
I am sad but not devastated. I am sad but not heartbroken. I am sad…
xox; Naziah